Jumat, 26 November 2010
Rabu, 24 November 2010
i'll wait,, till i can't stand anymore
it is one of lesson that i've learn just now.. about lovin' someone who already have another love, but on the other side he also loves you. and he confuse to choose between you or her..
it was began when we had to admitted each of our secret to our friends, of course the mostly trust friends.
he admitted that he likes me, although he already has one. he told the story how could it happened.. actually i knew it already, but i just keep on quite till he told it self. yes,, now is my turn.. i like him, like he likes me.
two months past,, we still keep on our secret. nobody knows about it. but as the time past, he admitted that he loves me. i was so surprise! i'd never thought it before, i'd never imagined it. so, it makes him confuse between choose me or keep himself with her love.
i know i can't make him with me, and i don't want to be selfish. i just let him with her, because she is earlier than me. but as days past, my heart hurt. my will to make him to be mine feels like will explode.. i want to cry, but my tears can't out. i don't know why God give this feeling to me.. it feels like i wanna give up, it is impossible to make him mine.
he ever called me, talking to me about his will. he wants me with him, he wants to make me his. but the condition told it is impossible to be it. so he just hope that someday, when he's alone again, he hopes that we'll meet again. and that is the time when we can be together..
so i'll wait for you, till i can't stand anymore. let you with her, although it is hard for me. but now i'm no one for you, so i don't have any rights on you. but still,, now i dare to admit to you, I LOVE YOU
it was began when we had to admitted each of our secret to our friends, of course the mostly trust friends.
he admitted that he likes me, although he already has one. he told the story how could it happened.. actually i knew it already, but i just keep on quite till he told it self. yes,, now is my turn.. i like him, like he likes me.
two months past,, we still keep on our secret. nobody knows about it. but as the time past, he admitted that he loves me. i was so surprise! i'd never thought it before, i'd never imagined it. so, it makes him confuse between choose me or keep himself with her love.
i know i can't make him with me, and i don't want to be selfish. i just let him with her, because she is earlier than me. but as days past, my heart hurt. my will to make him to be mine feels like will explode.. i want to cry, but my tears can't out. i don't know why God give this feeling to me.. it feels like i wanna give up, it is impossible to make him mine.
he ever called me, talking to me about his will. he wants me with him, he wants to make me his. but the condition told it is impossible to be it. so he just hope that someday, when he's alone again, he hopes that we'll meet again. and that is the time when we can be together..
so i'll wait for you, till i can't stand anymore. let you with her, although it is hard for me. but now i'm no one for you, so i don't have any rights on you. but still,, now i dare to admit to you, I LOVE YOU
Senin, 22 November 2010
the beginning
aku aktif nih!!! bingung mau ngapain yaa...
hmmm,,,, yang jelas aku mau bilang,, bertepatan dengan aku buat blog ini aku nyatakan aku adalah orang yang baru. istilahnya aku baru sadar sama apa yang aku lakuin kemaren-kemaren, apa salah ato gag,, hehehe....
pkonya aku pasti aktif disini, pastinya sharing sama apa yang aku tau,denger, liat, rasakan, dan ke-interestingan aku d berbagai bidang kehidupan.. :)
hmmm,,,, yang jelas aku mau bilang,, bertepatan dengan aku buat blog ini aku nyatakan aku adalah orang yang baru. istilahnya aku baru sadar sama apa yang aku lakuin kemaren-kemaren, apa salah ato gag,, hehehe....
pkonya aku pasti aktif disini, pastinya sharing sama apa yang aku tau,denger, liat, rasakan, dan ke-interestingan aku d berbagai bidang kehidupan.. :)
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